bossymarmalade: blue eye with lashes of red flower petals (justin)
miss maggie ([personal profile] bossymarmalade) wrote2002-08-22 12:04 pm

angerball

Why is it that while I'm in such a fucking fantastic mood, I would write something so nasty? And a JC POV, no less.

Smile For the Fans

Any and all comments appreciated, my darlings.

[identity profile] strandia.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh baby, it hurts so good.

Your first paragraph made me giggle with glee, because, monkey-clapping dorks unite! But the rest of it was glorious in its coldness.

You kick so much ass there aren't any asses left to be kicked.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Monkey-clapping dorks are fun and good times, yo.

And, yay! I kick sweet, sweet ass. *snug*

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[identity profile] strandia.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
ahahHAHAHhahahaHA *clap clap*

You also have a sweet, sweet ass. FKA!!

*runs away*

[identity profile] justafigment.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)

Oh fuck.

I feel like I've been punched in the stomach. In the best possible way.

The touching, all the girls clamoring, I could feel his revulsion.

Damn. Just, damn.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been wanting to write misogynist!JC for a while now. Because he always seems so averse to doing the flesh-pressing, and honestly, now that I've thought about it, I can kind of understand why. I mean, they're expected to let all these strangers touch them, and...ugh.

I've never been happier to turn your stomach, sweetie. Thanks. *snug*

[identity profile] liz-w.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Ow. Ow. Owowowowowowowowowow.

I'm just going to curl up in the fetal position and whimper for a while, 'kay?

And that really is a compliment, I swear. Just. Ow.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
That is a compliment, and I'm much thankful for it. Although, you poor thing! Now I feel remorseful.

*snuggle*

[identity profile] without-me.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Yow.

I hope it's not true, not even mostly or even much a little bit true. But you make it true, and it's brutal and very very real. (And I'm sure there is some truth there. How could there not be, when their bodies aren't their own in so many ways?)

Thank you.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad it...well, it didn't precisely work for you, because it's kind of awful to say that, but I'm glad I could convince you for a while that it could be like that. And thank you so, so much for the feedback, honey.

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[identity profile] without-me.livejournal.com 2002-08-23 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, it worked, it worked. I revel in believing six impossible things before breakfast, after all. One of my favorite Krycek stories is In heavenly peace. Twist 'em, break 'em, kill 'em; I'll be back begging for more. And you're welcome. Thank you for writing.

[identity profile] dine.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
wow - I had never thought about this, but you made it so real; they must get sincerely sick & tired of dealing with fans. The touching, the screams and tears and the grabbing - it would be overwhelming if it happened infrequently, but they deal with it so often. Sadly many of their fans are young and thoughtless, and don't even think about boundaries, which must be even scarier.

Thank you for a realistic JC. If not exactly my favorite portrayal, this captures another (less positive) side of their celebrity.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh. I'd be a little worried if this were the type of JC you favoured, hon. ^_~

It must really be overwhelming for them sometimes, and not in a good way at all. Because what must it be like to deal with people everyday who feel like they're entitled to just reach out and grab at you? It would drive me mental.

Thank you so very much for the feedback!
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[identity profile] ms-nerd.livejournal.com 2002-08-22 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Fuck me, okay! You rock so hard, chica. So damn fucking hard.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-23 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
That is the coolest reaction anybody's ever had to my fic. Dude!

*snug*

[personal profile] ex_halo669 2002-08-23 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
honey, this has been in my head all day. i read it first thing this morning, before i took little jchalo to school....then i was driving home, and i kept thinking of it. i got full body chills...head to toe. i felt this right in the pit of my stomach....it feels so real. and you know, i can imagine this is exactly how it is for all of them to some extent, but especially so for JC. i noticed in some of the Celebrity shows i went to, it was like he made a conscious decision not to touch any of the fans...and really, i can't say i blame him one bit. to have all those hands constantly grabbing at you, wanting a piece of you for whatever reason...that must be so fucking terrifying. to know that when you go out anywhere, you're sometimes no more than a piece of flesh to be displayed, shown off....to have piece by piece of yourself taken from you and snatched away.

i know you've said before that you find JC hard to write at times, but honey, i think you nail him perfectly. the JC in this, i can really see. i adore the boy (no, really ;) but honestly, i can totally see him having a side like this...and i can't say i blame him one iota.

fame has it's rewards, but i'm also sure it has moments where it's totally fucking terrifying.

this story fucking blows me away. i know it's going to be one that sticks with me for a very long time. i bow at your feet and kiss your sweet, sweet ass.

/incoherent feedback ;)

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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-23 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
My sweet, sweet ass thanks you profusely. ^_^

In all the footage I've seen, JC seems to be the one who does the hand-shaking with the least enthusiasm. And yes, I can really sympathize--I mean, these are strangers! And they expect to be able to touch you!

The idea of having pubescent girls shrieking at my arrival *anywhere* is also very taxing, man. I can't even imagine what it must be like to have to deal with them politely and "properly" all the time.

Thank you so much for the feedback, sweetie. You being the JC freak that you are (*g*), it really means a lot that he felt right to you in this. Thank you! *snuggle*

[identity profile] glassapple.livejournal.com 2002-08-23 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
YES! Evil JC! Wonderful! Perfect! Written by someone else!

::grin::

He's so not a nice guy. It's really really cool, hon.

::skips off merrily::
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2002-08-23 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, don't think that this means you're off the hook, missy. I want evil!JC from you! Mine was merely misogynistbitch!JC. He wasn't truly eeeeeevil.

*poke poke*