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miss maggie ([personal profile] bossymarmalade) wrote2009-01-14 09:03 pm
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our blackness is buried

The first thing that confused me when we moved to Vancouver, after six years of childhood in a country brown and black before anything else, was the absence of black people. There were brown people -- they weren't like me, and lots of the time didn't consider me a real Indian -- but they were there, at least.

I've been here for twenty years now.

Three years ago I learned for the first time about Hogan's Alley, the black community in Vancouver. Chicken houses run by women as their husbands worked as porters on the Canadian Pacific Railway, the city's only black church, the lesbian presence unacknowledged by the white hipster queer girls I talk to in class every week.

Hogan's Alley, destroyed in order to make way for the Georgia Viaduct (the Georgia what? A project that never happened) and with its erasure the disappearance of black people from my city. Before I came here or was even born, but the absence is still disorienting.

Three hours ago I learned for the first time about Priceville, a black community in Ontario. There were black people there since the 1800s, cultivating land and building houses that they were never allowed to legally own; it didn't take long for white residents to drive them all out of the town. And then in the 1930s Bill Reid, a white farmer, ploughed over the black cemetery and planted potatoes there.

His stepdaughter blandly recalls that they were good potatoes. An old man talks about using a piece of a tombstone found near "the darkie schoolhouse" as a home plate for baseball games. More tombstones, they think, are in Bill Reid's basement, used as flagstones on the dirt floor and poured over with concrete since then.

The corner of the Reid field that's since been rededicated and fenced off isn't even the whole cemetery. The rest of the bodies aren't there. They and their tombstones are under the road.

They are under the road.

I drove home on the long dark UBC road (unceded Musqueam territory, all of it) and all I could think about was the erasure of black communities in Canada, and our silence about it. The people out East who narrow their eyes at dark West Indians and the people here in the West who snarl at newly-arrived Somalians. I don't only mean white people.

We don't know anything about our own damn history.

- speakers for the dead: NFB documentary on Priceville -
..the remyth project..
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[identity profile] tallycola.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
The most disturbing part of that story for me was the tombstone-as-home-plate. Yikes.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
In the documentary (http://beta.nfb.ca/curated-selection/canadas-diverse-cultures/viewing/speakers-for-the-dead/), the old man says that the name was still on the stone -- they used to yell, "Pitch it to Maggie!" while they played. I just ... I can't even imagine being that unable to see this as a *person* you're desecrating.

[identity profile] canellaphile.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
It's interesting in a terrible way, and I'm actually really impressed that you have uncovered this much of a forgotten history. I got chills when I read there are graves under the road. Oh and...is anyone else thinking Supernatural? Or is it just me.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I didn't do any of the work -- I just learned this stuff in 3rd- and 4th-year university classes. Ir reminds me of the local history about Japanese internment camps: Canadians don't learn any of this unless we have access to post-secondary education, and the people who went through it themselves have learned to be silent.

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[personal profile] deepad 2009-01-15 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
This, and the last post was so painfully beautiful. THANK YOU.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I initially had to disable comments on the last post because WOW with the personal stuff, and sometimes it's just so exhausting to then talk about it, y'know? You mostly want to get it out there.

[identity profile] beachlass.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
And Africville (http://archives.cbc.ca/society/racism/topics/96/) in Nova Scotia.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for that link! It horrifies me how little I know about these things.

[identity profile] chootoy.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
It's .. I just .. words just can't ...
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I am surprised I managed to write this out, because after watching the NFB documentary (http://beta.nfb.ca/curated-selection/canadas-diverse-cultures/viewing/speakers-for-the-dead/) I was so fucking dumbstruck. Why don't we learn this stuff? Why is a 4th year university course *specifically about Black America* the first time I'm hearing about it? There is something so wrong about that it chokes me up.

[identity profile] kadymae.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Really well done. The line about the good potatoes really corkscrewed my spine.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much. And omg, the woman goes on and ON about the potatoes in the documentary. "Tee hee, they lasted through the whole winter! They were great baking potatoes! We never had to buy any because our potatoes were so good and plentiful!!" She's completely, totally unconcerned about what's *under* those potatoes. It baffles me.

[identity profile] florence-craye.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
This is really beautiful... gave me chills. *loves*
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I really needed to put this all down after that class, and I'm so glad that it resonates with other people. *mwah*!
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[identity profile] skywardprodigal.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
*swallows*

Thank you for sharing this truth. Would you consider x-posting to the cabal?
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Done and done! I'm glad I was able to do this, although still astounded at the silences my country keeps under the guise of "politeness" and being "less racist than America".

[identity profile] geneli4.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
so powerful.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you thought so! It was hard to write, but I felt like I needed to. Thank you for letting me know it connected for you.

[identity profile] ciderpress.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so glad you are doing the project, maggie. This rings in my head like a bell, telling me to wake up, wake up. Thanks.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[livejournal.com profile] yeloson is totally gonna get tired of seeing my links, ahahah! I didn't realize how much I needed to do this, to write and talk about these things, until I started doing it. It's a brilliant idea and I hope that more people join in (oh yes indeed that's a hint, because anna-girl, your remyths would be *breathtaking*).

Thank you for letting me know that what I'm writing is resonating with you. I appreciate it more than I can say. *mwah*!

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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Learning all this has made me so astonished and horrified! I cannot even imagine the pieces of PoC history that are still silent and buried in Canada.

[identity profile] livinglaurel.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Here via [livejournal.com profile] yeloson's project link -- wow, thank you for writing this. So powerful.


(HOME PLATE, OMG.)
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
HOME PLATE WTF, seriously! That lack of connection between tombstone/person is horrifying to me, although of course it was probably due to the fact that it belonged to a black woman.

Thank you so much for letting me know you connected with this!

[identity profile] dine.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks for sharing! this is haunting - uncovering the tragic and inhumane bits of history hurts, but knowing is totally worth it (I hope). it's hard to believe that none of this is covered earlier; not everyone gets a higher education, or even end up in that course if they do.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
uncovering the tragic and inhumane bits of history hurts, but knowing is totally worth it (I hope)

Yes, exactly! It was hard to watch the documentary -- we discussed it afterwards in class and people were so upset they could barely articulate -- but I don't think any of us regretted having seen it. I can only imagine what it's like for the black people whose ancestors were up in Priceville and who know it's still too dangerous to go there to try to reconnect with their past.

And yes again to what you've said about higher education; I was talking with my BFF (a social work grad from the same university) and she'd never heard any of this before because it's not taught outside of that particular course. There's so much of Canadian history that's still secret!
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[identity profile] delux-vivens.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
The land where my great grands who were plantation runaways were buried was bought by whites and ploughed over.

Luckily, I never had to hear anyone brag about potatoes.

Also: Clearly there's no racism in Canada. Ever. Its never been *anything* like the US that way.

(can I link to this?)
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
You can certainly link to this!

Also, I couldn't come up with the right word for that woman's tone but "brag" is ABSOLUTELY it. I could hardly fathom that she was happily gibbering on about her wonderful fucking potatoes that were grown over people's graves. I mean, WHAT?!?!

And I hear that Canada is a wonderland where queers can get married to their hearts' content and the mosaic of multiculturalism beautifies the land! That is, until I get the desire to go see "Milk" and realize that only two theatres in all of the Lower Mainland are showing it, or until people try to point out that a certain comedy sketch is racist and are told that they're "dishonest" for being offended by it. HUZZAH!!

[identity profile] yeloson.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
It's this way in which they have to demean people, alive or dead. This level of callousness, and straight up evil.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. The anxiety in Priceville's white community over the prospect of black people wanting to do some digging in the cemetery to find more tombstones, and their sudden protests of "but that's desecration!!" -- when they had no problem with these tombstones being used in multiple instances as THINGS TO STAND ON, and gleefully ate food grown on the bodies of black people -- was sickening and hypocritical. Ugh.
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[identity profile] sugargroupie.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for giving your history a voice. I'm having trouble picking out a starting point with my own history for this project because it's painful, but it needs to be written.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
You're welcome, and thank you for sharing your feelings about the project -- my first post was more personal and it was tremendously painful to write, but I'm so glad I was able to. I hope that when you decide on a starting point that the project provides you with a similar feeling!

[identity profile] tammylee.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
:O
I had no idea!
Honestly, why isn't post-secondary free for all our citizens? This is stuff EVERYONE needs to know.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I KNOW, RIGHT?!? How can our country progress and grow and be healthy when there are so many parts of us that are hidden and secret? I hate that the only reason I've been able to learn this stuff is because I'm fortunate enough to attend my stupid ivory-tower university!

[identity profile] sparkymonster.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I am really at a loss to express how fucking amazing this is. Thank you.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank *you* for commenting! When I wrote it I was still in a bit of an emotional & cognitive daze from watching that documentary, so I'm glad that it conveys the message I wanted it to. *mwah*!

[identity profile] indirajames.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't add anything as a reply, I just wanted to say that this is really powerful to read, and thank you for sharing it with us.

[identity profile] robanybody.livejournal.com 2009-01-16 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
This is powerful writing, and I'm glad I read it, but Jesus, I'm horrified by the sheer callousness of these people.

[identity profile] sarahq.livejournal.com 2009-01-16 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
I'm shuddering. The potatoes were good?!? Jesus.

Your voice and your writing is so powerful.
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[personal profile] frausorge 2009-01-16 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
Holy shit.

[identity profile] unusualmusic.livejournal.com 2009-01-16 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I think of cannibals when i read of the potatoes. holy shit.
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[personal profile] havocthecat 2009-01-17 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
I think, personally, that I was most disturbed by the roadway built over the cemetery, and everyone driving, every day, over these bodies of people, and driving over them with their earthly cares, and no thought - possibly no knowledge of - the fact that there are once-living people under the ground that deserve more respect.

That's not to say that it isn't all disturbing, or all worthy of note, because it is. I'm just relating the one thing that affected me the most.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_happyd_/ 2009-01-17 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
we are ignorant of our past and apathetic of our present:

http://www.cbc.ca/technology/story/2009/01/08/racism-tolerate-study.html

... thanks for sharing this ms. m.

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