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miss maggie ([personal profile] bossymarmalade) wrote2009-01-14 09:03 pm
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our blackness is buried

The first thing that confused me when we moved to Vancouver, after six years of childhood in a country brown and black before anything else, was the absence of black people. There were brown people -- they weren't like me, and lots of the time didn't consider me a real Indian -- but they were there, at least.

I've been here for twenty years now.

Three years ago I learned for the first time about Hogan's Alley, the black community in Vancouver. Chicken houses run by women as their husbands worked as porters on the Canadian Pacific Railway, the city's only black church, the lesbian presence unacknowledged by the white hipster queer girls I talk to in class every week.

Hogan's Alley, destroyed in order to make way for the Georgia Viaduct (the Georgia what? A project that never happened) and with its erasure the disappearance of black people from my city. Before I came here or was even born, but the absence is still disorienting.

Three hours ago I learned for the first time about Priceville, a black community in Ontario. There were black people there since the 1800s, cultivating land and building houses that they were never allowed to legally own; it didn't take long for white residents to drive them all out of the town. And then in the 1930s Bill Reid, a white farmer, ploughed over the black cemetery and planted potatoes there.

His stepdaughter blandly recalls that they were good potatoes. An old man talks about using a piece of a tombstone found near "the darkie schoolhouse" as a home plate for baseball games. More tombstones, they think, are in Bill Reid's basement, used as flagstones on the dirt floor and poured over with concrete since then.

The corner of the Reid field that's since been rededicated and fenced off isn't even the whole cemetery. The rest of the bodies aren't there. They and their tombstones are under the road.

They are under the road.

I drove home on the long dark UBC road (unceded Musqueam territory, all of it) and all I could think about was the erasure of black communities in Canada, and our silence about it. The people out East who narrow their eyes at dark West Indians and the people here in the West who snarl at newly-arrived Somalians. I don't only mean white people.

We don't know anything about our own damn history.

- speakers for the dead: NFB documentary on Priceville -
..the remyth project..
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[identity profile] tallycola.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
The most disturbing part of that story for me was the tombstone-as-home-plate. Yikes.

[identity profile] canellaphile.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
It's interesting in a terrible way, and I'm actually really impressed that you have uncovered this much of a forgotten history. I got chills when I read there are graves under the road. Oh and...is anyone else thinking Supernatural? Or is it just me.
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[personal profile] deepad 2009-01-15 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
This, and the last post was so painfully beautiful. THANK YOU.

[identity profile] beachlass.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
And Africville (http://archives.cbc.ca/society/racism/topics/96/) in Nova Scotia.

[identity profile] chootoy.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
It's .. I just .. words just can't ...

[identity profile] kadymae.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Really well done. The line about the good potatoes really corkscrewed my spine.

[identity profile] florence-craye.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
This is really beautiful... gave me chills. *loves*
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[identity profile] skywardprodigal.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
*swallows*

Thank you for sharing this truth. Would you consider x-posting to the cabal?

[identity profile] geneli4.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
so powerful.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
In the documentary (http://beta.nfb.ca/curated-selection/canadas-diverse-cultures/viewing/speakers-for-the-dead/), the old man says that the name was still on the stone -- they used to yell, "Pitch it to Maggie!" while they played. I just ... I can't even imagine being that unable to see this as a *person* you're desecrating.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I didn't do any of the work -- I just learned this stuff in 3rd- and 4th-year university classes. Ir reminds me of the local history about Japanese internment camps: Canadians don't learn any of this unless we have access to post-secondary education, and the people who went through it themselves have learned to be silent.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I initially had to disable comments on the last post because WOW with the personal stuff, and sometimes it's just so exhausting to then talk about it, y'know? You mostly want to get it out there.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for that link! It horrifies me how little I know about these things.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I am surprised I managed to write this out, because after watching the NFB documentary (http://beta.nfb.ca/curated-selection/canadas-diverse-cultures/viewing/speakers-for-the-dead/) I was so fucking dumbstruck. Why don't we learn this stuff? Why is a 4th year university course *specifically about Black America* the first time I'm hearing about it? There is something so wrong about that it chokes me up.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much. And omg, the woman goes on and ON about the potatoes in the documentary. "Tee hee, they lasted through the whole winter! They were great baking potatoes! We never had to buy any because our potatoes were so good and plentiful!!" She's completely, totally unconcerned about what's *under* those potatoes. It baffles me.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I really needed to put this all down after that class, and I'm so glad that it resonates with other people. *mwah*!

[identity profile] ciderpress.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so glad you are doing the project, maggie. This rings in my head like a bell, telling me to wake up, wake up. Thanks.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Done and done! I'm glad I was able to do this, although still astounded at the silences my country keeps under the guise of "politeness" and being "less racist than America".
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you thought so! It was hard to write, but I felt like I needed to. Thank you for letting me know it connected for you.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[livejournal.com profile] yeloson is totally gonna get tired of seeing my links, ahahah! I didn't realize how much I needed to do this, to write and talk about these things, until I started doing it. It's a brilliant idea and I hope that more people join in (oh yes indeed that's a hint, because anna-girl, your remyths would be *breathtaking*).

Thank you for letting me know that what I'm writing is resonating with you. I appreciate it more than I can say. *mwah*!
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[identity profile] skywardprodigal.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay! I saw!

I think I'm a go around and ask every one who's one'a'us to xpost their remyth to the cabal. I like the thought of our stories on a cozy pedestal where certain kinds of shenanigans don't happen. Like a hothouse for orchids. Or something.

I'm glad I was able to do this

Me too!

still astounded at the silences my country keeps under the guise of "politeness" and being "less racist than America".

Our country. :/

I think the Canadian insistence on politeness is very much about 'our' blacks knowing their place and 'our' 'decent' whites being lovely provided when mise-en-scene continues undisturbed.

I mean, why not the process of 'allowing' natives their mineral and resource rights provided they don't leave their reserves?
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[identity profile] shewhohashope.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, wow.

[identity profile] livinglaurel.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Here via [livejournal.com profile] yeloson's project link -- wow, thank you for writing this. So powerful.


(HOME PLATE, OMG.)

[identity profile] dine.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks for sharing! this is haunting - uncovering the tragic and inhumane bits of history hurts, but knowing is totally worth it (I hope). it's hard to believe that none of this is covered earlier; not everyone gets a higher education, or even end up in that course if they do.
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[identity profile] bossymarmalade.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Our country. :/

D'OH, OF COURSE, fail for me! Sorry about that, bb; that was a stupid mistake.

And yes, exactly, to your statement about the politeness being a code for everything being sweet as long as certain people know their place. In the documentary a black lady talks about how in the States, there were actual signs and laws telling PoC where they couldn't go and what they weren't allowed to buy; in Canada, there was none of that, but the shopkeepers would find some polite excuse to not let them in/let them purchase things.

I am realizing more and more every day how different Canadian racism is from American, and how hard it is to uncover and critique when it's so slippery a thing.

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